...the best is yet to come..??

these few days, i have no idea what's wrong with me...

suma x kena..x nak pick up phone, x bls msg org..

s.e.r.a.b.u.t OK?

clueless...

normal laa kan umur cam aku ni, fikirkan tentang future..

normal kan..

tapi tu laa...

aku rasa di sini jaa aku bleh tulis,

x semua tpi cukup tuk aku luahkan..

apa sbnarnyaa dlm hati aku ni....

lo

L.O.V.E??

yes! b a happiest woman..

when too much thinking were done, i came to realise that i kind of wasting my times..
all these while i've been hurting myself too much..i care so much on people's feeling but never care about mine..

i think it's time for me to move on n be normal as before..i missed my smiles..which that i needed 'em so much..

i found these in d internet n it suits m well..

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will.

You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts.

You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by.

So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt.

Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances.

you just have to live life to the fullest.

tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, and smile until your face hurts.

Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back... =)


note tht m smiling to u...hee..a big smile< grinning>

~ aVid ReaDer~

avid reader??..haha..

I went to wangsa walk mall just now.. nothing inspired me to go there actually at first, my dear roomates planned to go to OTK [ ong thai kim]..is this the correct spell'ng for OTK??? well..i guess so..Haha..

yah, we really went there but just to eat McD's..[ only once a month ok]..hehe

after our stomach were fulled, my friend said, " jum pi wangsa walk mall"....

guess what...none of us said NO....so, we went there...[ so excited ok!]

it was raining lightly out there, bt still we insisted to go there...haha..

JMS, new blue rock, saga FL was ready to send us off to WWM..[ d short form]..

about 20 minutes from OTK, we reached WWM...

my friend: " full la parking, hri ni hri apa ek..[ johorian ek...haha]...

just asked her to patiently find the car park, n at last we managed to get one..[ banyak lagi kosong]..hahha

guess what...apa yg aku nampak?? when my foot stepped in WWM, ada BOOKS SALE!![ so xcited woo]

popular buat books sale..crowded with people which maybe they are AVID READERS??

hehe...

I bought 2 novels of cecelia ahern... all of sudden i feel like reading romance novel, hve to wait for d outcomes..

even exam is getting nearer, i insist to read these 2 novels...[ selingan]..haha

nothing much to jot here, it's just what i feel like sharing...huhu

the two novels are : if you could see me now! and a place called here!..

p/s: kwn2, maybe u should be an avid reader too!! hehe

~ stuck in the moment~

sekali lagi, setelah berhabuk blog aku ni...bru la sempat aku nk update...

x de la apa sgt pon nk di khabaqkan..haha..

kali ni, aku nk tulis something yg agak :::::::::::::::::::::

ohh plez alia...ko jgn ngada leh x..

ntah laa..aku pon x tau nk bgtau...haha

korg baca la..nnti korg faham laaa..ahaha..[ ko budget ada org ke nk baca]...

ziarah blog org pon ko mls..

opss..sorry kwn2, x blogwalking pon kt blog korg..hehee

back to post title, " Stuck in the moment"..

aku x stuck kt mna2 pon.. cuma ni ha, otak ni serabai sbb byk sgt kerja...

betulla seniorita aku ckp, tggu la 3rd year karang, msti korg demam KURA2 atau LABI2..

sem ni kerja x menahan...dh la sem ni pendek, bln 12 smpi bln 3..[ sapa pndi m3 kira sndri]..hehe

aku ni skg sedikit x terurus la... overloaded with abundance of works...haipp...x baek mengeluh..haha

ok, stuck in the moment ni...aku nk cerita pon pyh..haha

korg msti pernah suka seseorg kn...kn2?

tpi korg x tau cra nk express dkt org tu cmna kan...

korg ni sama kategori ngn aku la...

kalau suka, pndg ja dr jauh...dh terlepas pdn muka..haha

TETAPI

post ni bukan pasai ni naaa..haha

haha...bkn ni yg aku nk tulis yaaa...sila jgn mengamuk..haha

aku ni bukan jenis yg jiwang berkarat2, nk tulis post yg agak ::::::

stuck aku skg adlah, aku stuck nak buat lesson plan ni..

satu nyer dh siap...nak ajaq English Year 5, focus on Types of Sentences...

tpi satu lagi lesson plan, x ku temui jalan nya..

nak ajaq year 3, tapi...aku rasa aku terlalu comel tuk semua ni...errr..

setelah berhempas pulas, di atas katil yaa...

akhirnya, aku bangun n berfikir...

yaahh..aku akan ajaq budak2 ni matching pictures with phrases, words or sentences...

hahahaa....setelah aku tdk lagi stuck di situ...

aku di kejutkan dgn berita, aku stuck lagi dkt Action Research...haaa

materials development and oral critique x siap lagii..huwaa

transcribing discourses modes in classroom discourse pon blum setel...

sapa yg cakap nk jadi cikgu senang, meh ganti tempat aku sekejap..

haa, 6 years kot dok menyakitkan otak ni..huwaa...

mcm abh aku ckp, abah ni buat degree lepas anak 3, pon hbis, x kan kak long, x leh dpt first class degree....huwaaa...

" FIRST CLASS DEGREE"

ni mmg membuatkan otak aku stuckkk......

bln 7 ni aku dh final year...mampu ke aku dpt..haaaa...[ mls lgi]..ish2

err....

aishh...alia2,udah2 la mengarut...

sila smbung buat lesson plan...(",)...

~ last battle~

Bismillahirrahmanirahim.....

post kali sprti biasa,full of hidden meanings..[ gimik ja]..

last post aku mcm sedih..bkn mcm, mmg aku sedih..

biasa la, psg surut hidup ni..

plus hormon plak x stabil...huhu..

___________________________

skg mode last battle...mahap la, aku jadi sewel jap tdi..

skg aku normal balik...haha..

last battle tuk aku berperang di bumi UIA...tinggai lagi sebulan lebih tempoh pengajian aku kat sini..

haha, kembali ke negara asal..wah..mcm jauh ja..

aku akn fight habisan2 b4 balik ke maktab tuk final exam aku kat sini...

Insya'Allah..strive my best..for betterment in future..

end of March, aku akn sit for my exam...heee....

then, sebulan tuk Teaching Practise Phase 1...sekolah x tau lagi, but i hope sekolah dkt sblh umah aku laa...huhu

well, i guess aku akn dftar balik maktab semula on JULY...tgok gambaq maktab..maktab dh cantik..yuhuuu...

now, my focus is to be a teacher that will instill and implant the islamic values within my students in learning English...

dgr kata balik maktab nnti, minor aku adalah MUZIK n SENI....

dh 2 3 minggu aku practise lukis org lidi ni..muahahhaa...

ok, cukup la kot dgn sesi marah2, sesi SEMANGAT KENTAL tuk exam..sesi mengarut...

kena STUDY tuk mid-term khamis ni...

DISCOURSE ANALYSIS....u rock laaa..hahahaha

: Ya ALLAH, hambamu ini berasa tenang..Terima kasih atas CintaMU...

~ sakitnya ujian ini~

Ya ALLAH

ku pohon kekuatan untuk

aku terus melangkah

agar setiap langkahan ku

adalah hanya kerana

mencari redhaMU...

Ya ALLAH

dalam permainan dunia ini

aku tewas kepada

mereka

permainan hati ini sungguh menyakitkan

sembuhkanlah secebis hati ini

moga aku akan terus bersabar

atas segala apa yang telah berlaku

Ya ALLAH

dalam hati kecilku aku yakin

dan redha dengan segala ketetapan

bagiku

kerana aku pasti

ia terbaik untukku..

p/s: Tenangkan hatiku Ya ALLAH..

~ restructuring my mind that is messing up~

it's now my week 8 of struggling in Second Semester of my third year degree..

time passes so fast that i have no idea i on my way to enter my final year of study..

frankly said that i'm a bit blur about what is going on in my so called " HECTIC" life..

i wish the time will stop for a while for me to reflect and reviewed back what i have face this few months, i will treasure the time and look for solutions on all the barriers that i undergo..so that I wish..but I know that what had happened could not be repeated again~

i really need to reconcile again what i have done..

to some extent, i feel like drowning in this pretty messy world that full of lies, hypocrisy...

that it how I felt this few days..but last night, after performing my isya prayer, i murmuring to myself that I have to restructure my mind again..yah, final exam is right on the corner..the end of march i'll be sitting for the last exam in IIUM...

its a bit messed up bcz of overloaded works that need to b settled sooner.. too much of commitments..well, its not that i'm sighing, but I felt i need to relax a bit...and focus myself to important business..

all and all, Tawakkal to ALLAH..i know HE gives the best for me..